Today was a hard day for me. I woke up feeling great then I ate breakfast which was 2 waffels (which were gluten free) some maple syrup and butter on them with cherry juice. Half way through breakfast I started to not feel well but I was starving and I wanted to eat. I went back to bed and my stomach was hurting and I tried to relax. Lunch came around 2 and mommy made schar pasta with Mia Cucina sauce- this didn't go over too well. I ended up eating only half of my half plate and I couldn't eat any more. I was in such pain from god knows what. Being so frustrated with this whole lifestyle change I began to cry and scream. I wanted my old gluten filled favorites and I just can't seem to find decent replacement. I even went far as telling my parents I will just live on salad, apples, spinach, bananas, and water.
Another side effect thy makes me stay in bed is joint pain. When it's going to rain, when I eat something that was contaminated, when it's raining, etc. I feel as if I am a senior citizen. Both my mom and grandma had arthritis and I am very fearful that I am slowly acquiring it.
I finally fell asleep for a while and mommy & daddy slipped out to go pick up somethings at shop rite. When I woke up , mommy made me sow mashed potatoes for dinner and showed me the new candy ( necco, jelly belly kids mix) and she found nathans bigger than the bin gluten free hot dogs too!! I would love to find gluten free pork roll (it's a jersey thing).
Right now I'm on my 5th bottle of water for the day and watching family guy.
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger
-Elle
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